I’m okay with the “faith” aspect of my decision. But there are several ramifications that I hadn’t thought about – ones I’m not so okay with.
For starters, I may have to find another job. I had to sign a statement of faith to take this job, and periodically they ask us if we can still sign that statement of faith. As of today, I can’t.
That sucks. I love my job. It’s the only thing keeping me in Colorado right now. And I’ve never had a “career” job that wasn’t in faith-based non-profits. I’ve done food service, retail, and faith-based non-profit work. What else can I do?
Every single dream I’ve had for my life is Christian related. I’ve dreamed of owning a bookstore – specifically, a Christian bookstore. I’ve dreamed of running a home for girls that would be faith-based.
Without those, who am I?